Trouble in Paradise

Things are NOT going well with the roommate. She's...difficult. She yells. She doesn't take responsibility for anything in her life...including her child. I've decided that I'm just one more person she can blame all of her problems on. It's not good. I've had several nights of crying myself to sleep. I do not want to live this way. Unfortunately, I have no where to go right now and no money to get a new place. So, please pray for me. Pray that it will either get better or that God will provide a place for me to go. Personally, I'd just like for it to get better. I don't want to lose a friend over this.

I don't understand. I prayed and prayed about this. I didn't want to move in w/ her if it wasn't what God wanted for me! When we were talking about moving in together all kinds of problems kept popping up, but then they'd all go away. I thought maybe that was a sign from God. Am I crazy? Forevermore!

I'm 30! 30 people! I'm too old to be this unsettled. I need to get it together.

So, my goals for 2008 are as follows:

1. Get a 2nd job.
   
2. Save to move out.
   
3. Pay off some bills.

Okay. That's all I've got for now. I guess I should have said that those are my financial goals. I'll think of some personal goals and post those later.

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On a lighter note...kinda. Usually, Steph and I watch movies together on Sat nights. It's our thing. We started it b/f I moved in with her. We'd watch movies on Sat night, I'd spend the night and then we'd go to church together on Sun mornings. Well, this Sat night I was so upset with her I watched the movies by myself and then sealed the Netflix envelopes so that she couldn't watch them. Pitiful, I know. But I was mad at the time. This is what I watched:

Licensed To Wed with Robin Williams, Mandy Moore and John Krasinski. It was cute. Not great. Mandy Moore's hair was great though.

I've recently dyed my hair blonde, but having watched two Mandy Moore movies this weekend (I also watched Because I Said So in my room to avoid Steph), I'm rethinking this whole thing. I want her hair! =)

The Number 23 with Jim Carrey. Whoa. It's a crazy, weird movie. I liked it though. It's all dark and twisty.

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Okay. Thats all for now. Pray for me! I'm so upset about this roommate situation.